This is so silly but I cannot stop worrying!!! My husband wants me to chill out and try and enjoy everything but I’m finding it hard.
This is my 2nd pregnancy (DS is nearly 11) and I cannot stop thinking the worst..
I’ve had about 4 scans officially due to finding out so early and then having some spotting.
Had my dating scan on Tuesday and I’m now 13+4 with a very wriggly baby that looks fine. I had a tiny retroplacental haematoma identified on scan which was kinda of reassuring where the spotting came from last week but at the same time I cannot get out my head the worry of it happening again and I’m constantly checking my parts and underwear for anything being there. 
I honestly feel like a crazy person and I don’t know if my job has made it worse because I know waaayyy too much. Any twinge or ache also terrifies me.
Does anyone else feel like this? I’ve spoken with my work colleagues and they agree it’s because we know too much and they have told me if I need extra support I can come to them. I just want it to be August already.