In bed wide awake even though I'm totally exhausted. Can't sleep for a multitude of reasons - braxton hicks, heartburn that feels like a laser is being shot through my chest, indigestion, rib pain, restless legs...... I'm due in less than a week and suddenly I'm terrified. This is baby number 2 albeit with a large gap between the two but I'm suddenly terrified of going into labour (as much as I'm so ready for baby to just be out). Dc1 was 5 weeks early and his delivery was really fast so I didn't really have time to get worried or panicked like this.
On top of that I'm hearing dh snore his head off as usual. His snoring is so bad I can't sleep with him so he sleeps in another room (so bad I still hear it from here) - he refuses to do anything about it, as far as he seems to be concerned he's asleep so it doesn't bother him. I'm just realising that I'm alone in feeling like crap at the moment just like I'm obviously going to be alone with all the sleepless nights when baby gets here (he wasn't helpful with dc1 during the night when he was in the same room so he definitely won't be when he's in another room).
Sorry just needed to vent a bit 