Hi, please don’t judge me. Right now I feel like the stupidest idiot basically I’m a mother of 6 children my last baby was only born 3 months ago and he came very early at 25 weeks. Over the new year I was feeling depressed and had a glass of wine or two and my husband and I had unprotected sex I must be the most fertile woman on the planet as that one flipping time got me pregnant as I found out this morning. My son is still on NICU he is due home in a few days he will be coming home on home oxygen. My other children are also close in age starting with eldest they are 7,5,3,2,1 and 3 months my 2 year old was also prem at 29 weeks and is very delayed and my 5 year old is autistic and can be a challenge I’ve never gone all the way infact only 2 of my pregnancy’s went full term and 2 were classed as micro prems. My pregnancy before my last one ( my one year old) was great I had the best pregnancy and birth and made it all the way to 39 weeks then I had my son at 25 Weeks due to my placenta abrupting ive just been on a roller coaster of a nicu journey. I feel so upset with myself right now I mean how could I be so stupid please don’t judge but I’ve considered termination as I feel it would be unfair on my son to progress when he is going to need me but In my heart I don’t really want to I’m a religious lady and believe that god blesses us with children and I have always wanted a large family with my husband I don’t know what to do. Please don’t judge me I know I’ve been stupid and not responsible has anyone on here had more than 5 kids so close together and how did it all go has anyone on here had a micro and had a full term after.