So I am 33+4 weeks pregnant with my ex's baby, we have been split up over 7 month now due to him been violent and controlling. There is NO WAY that I would go back as I would never put my baby at risk and I wouldn't put myself or my baby through it. He was more controlling than violent but I just can't seem to stop thinking about him, he was my first love and was with him for 1 year and 7 month, how do I even start to get over him? I know i shouldn't be thinking about him but it is so hard.. I can't talk to family as they start to assume that I'm thinking of going back which I am DEFINATELY not going to do but it's easier to keep quiet and deal with it on my own.. I'm just looking for some advice really