Hello
I really need someone to talk to. My partner and I have been together a year and a half and I am 19 weeks pregnant.
He comes from a horrible family and his father is a drug addict who introduced him to cocaine. My partner is addicted to this stuff. Last February his dad attacked me in his home he reefed my hair, and hit me and took my phone. I clearly left the house and my partner followed and I begged him to go back and get my phone so he did and we left and I never ever returned to that home or was in his father company again. We were happy living together in my house but whenever we argued he would go back there and party and take drugs. At the start of my pregnancy he left and took all his savings from his savings account and spent it on cocaine. He lied and lied. He binged for a few days then I forgave him etc then he did it two more times within the 3 months. I then left him and took his back providing he stayed away from drugs. He did this until Sunday when he told me he was going to his mams house but ended up going to his fathers house and binge drinking and drugging. I found out today when he came home to my house and was drunk and slurring his words and I knew he was lying about stuff etc. So I hit him with his shoe and kicked him out.
I am so upset. How can he keep choosing that life and his father over me and the baby. I go to work 5 days without fail I save and save etc. He is in between jobs and has no savings. His father has a girlfriend who got my partner in trouble with the law etc they are no good.
Please give me the strength to walk away, my heart aches for my un born child.