So I have just found out I'm pregnant, this will be my 3rd child but my first with my partner of 3 years, my other two children are 16,14! to say I'm scared is a massive understatement, I suffered from psychotic postnatal depression after my last child and I'm petrified I will get this back, I have spoken to my GP who had advised they can put me on a mild antidepressant tablets but I have not taken anything like this for over 8 years and do not want to go back to that! As with any new pregnancy, my hormones are all over the place and the worry is keeping up at night!