Felt a bit off colour this morning and even though I am on the pill thought I would do a test. Sure enough it's positive. I was ill all over Christmas so perhaps that affected the efficacy of the pill?!
I really want to be happy but truthfully I'm terrified. I already have a 3 year old and we have just finally got back on our feet financially after a rubbish few years. My OH starts his new job next week and I've just been given a promotion and payrise at work.
We are also due to get our 30 free hours of childcare. After two years of crippling nursery fees, things were finally getting better for us.
I feel so guilty saying that as it a baby is a wonderful thing but I just can't help but feel anxiety ridden over the situation. I can't work out if I am just worrying unnecessarily or whether this is the way a lot of people feel?
We are in a fortunate position in that we own our house outright but still have outgoings the house desperately needs work doing to it. I know I'm rambling but it's a lot to take in and I honestly don't know what I'm going to do.