Regret my termination

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Hi. No bashing please.
I had an abortion on Friday I was just gone 8 weeks. We have two children already and this one wasnt planned. My oh didnt want the baby at all. He’s never wanted anymore. I was in shock and didn’t know what to do. He talked me into getting and abortion and to keep the peace I went along with it. Anyway it’s been 3 days and I haven’t stopped crying. I regret it so much. I feel so guilty. I always wanted another baby , especially a girl since we have 2 boys. I feel like this would have been my girl as I felt completely different To my boys. I just dont know want to do. Have anyone else completely regretted it? I regretted it as soon as I took the second lot of pills. To be completely honest I feel devastated. I really wish I’d said no. I don’t know what I’m aiming to get from posting this, I just need to get it out somewhere. I wish I could turn back time.

I'm so sorry you feel like this. I don't know what else to say but try not to punish yourself.

Hi. I'm so sorry you are going through this torment.
I also had a termination earlier this year and regretted it. I am now pregnant again.
My partner did want a baby, I terminated as I have a pre existing medical condition and got scared. I just want you to know that I understand what you are going through.
Even though I am pregnant again, I still wonder about the baby I never had. Try and talk to someone who can help you through this. Have you told any of your friends?

Iv not told anyone. I’m too ashamed to. I’d love to get pregnant again but I know my partner wouldn’t be up for that. It makes me so sad.

Sorry you're going through this OP. Please give it some time - I had one and was devastated for about a months afterwards, then utter relief set in after my hormones settled down. I don't regret it now. Look after yourself and please try not to beat yourself up over it

Be gentle with yourself and try not to read too much into what you feel just now. Your hormones are totally out of whack right now and it has a huge effect on your emotions.

Try to take it one day at a time and see how things are in a few weeks.

You poor love. I really hope you feel better soon.

Sorry to hear that. Can you talk to him and explain how you feel? Is there anyone you can confide in? Having someone to talk to really helps x