It's been a while since I last had a panic, though I was almost doing ok.
Last night me and a group of friends went to a Xmas wreath making class.
Once we got there, I realised we were using real folidge/moss and Holly etc to make them.
The moss was covered in mud and insects and by the time we left (2 hours later) i was covered in mud and the ivy had cut my hands and I was bleeding. Obviously I have washed my hands thousands of times since and showered. but I still had mud stains in my finger prints lines (no idea what the technical term is lol)
Now I'm panicking that the mud got in open wounds and I have put myself at risk of toxoplasmosis, or the dirt that wouldn't wash off, even though IV given myself the start of dermititis from over washing last night, might have been injested when eating today.
I'm being a bit over the top aren't I? Trying to remind myself that just because theirs mud doesn't mean there's cat poo. But I am so anxious and really thought I was getting over my anxiety.
My midwife refuses to test for it unless any future scans show issues, but I'm not due anymore scans now as IV had my 20 week.
Is there anyway of privatly requesting a test if NHS are willing to do it?
Sorry for the insane rant