Having a proper down day i had my position scan im now 36 weeks last week my baby was facing head down went to the midwife today for antenatal check up and she said after id been discharged from clc that my baby has moved and us back in breech and i have to go for a scan tomorrow and im back in clc 
this has happened 3 times im 4ft 11 with i tiny pelvis and an active first baby i feel so mad and sad that im back and forth and now facing a c section i feel like ive let my baby down as i wont be having a natural birth im too scared to try turning again incase she gets caught in the cord, my midwife is abrupt to be polite and despite hearing myself saying yes do what ever to get her here safe i had a proper weep fest once i got home an ugly cry when my hubby came home who said 10 to 20cm stitch line wasnt too bad !!!! I wanted to throw the kettle at him 
its not on your body pal i really wanted to natural birth id preped in my gead and now i dont know whats going to happen sorry if im being a major div i just needed to vent out to others that kniw what it feels like to be pregnant facing maybe similiar situations