So confused.

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I dont know why I'm writing this, I guess I just need to talk.
So I found out I'm pregnant last week, I dont think I'm going to keep it, I know this might get frowned upon but this isnt a decision I have rushed into and not thought about.
I'm in quite a toxic relationship with someone who likes to drink alot, I have told him im pregnant and at first he wanted me to keep the baby but has now accused me of lying about being pregnant as we haven't been getting on and thinks it's a way to keep him. I've shown him the test but he said I could have got someone else to do it.
I also would not have any childcare and I cannot afford to give up work as I'm in quite a lot of debt. I'm so confused at the moment and this is such a hard decision. I'm not expecting anyone to give me a magic answer, I don't know what I'm expecting to he honest, maybe just a bit of advice from someone who may have been in a similar situation.

Not been in a similar situation but just wanted to give you a reply :)

I think by the sounds of it you have already made your mind up and some people dont get pregnant in the best situation and need to do what's best for them! If the time isnt rite then I would go with your gut feeling.
What I will say is you need to get away from this man no matter what, you are worth more than to be in a toxic relationship and if you do go ahead with a termination would you want to be in this situation again with this man? If needed seek help xx

My situation was different but I was young and not even in a relationship. He had 2 children and told me he'd support my decision but didn't want another baby. I didn't want to bring a baby into that situation and couldn't be a good parent at that point in time.

I chose to abort and was the best decision I could have made, for me and the baby.

Take this as your fresh start. Do what's right for you, in every aspect.
And leave this prick.