Im 13/14 weeks pregnant.already showing feeling huge, had ample comments about people thinking I'm further than I am and about to go into labour. I dont like it.
I really dont know if I am being irrational, unfair, hormonal or just a general bi*ch but I'm so disappointed in my boy friend right now, I hate his attitude towards me and the baby, this is my second pregnancy with a different partner because the first one was abusive and violent, I have been with my current partner the whole of my little ones life and since being pregnant with his child he has started showing his self centred side way too often, he is spending all him money on drink, isn't providing and has started being distant and horrible with me and my son, he promises me he would stop drinking, he hasn't. I'm feeling resentful towards him, I havent had a drink since before I was pregnant, i have stopped smoking to save money for the baby and too keep it well yet he comes home drunk, smokes at the back door leaving the door wide open, he is so inconsiderate, I feel like I'm sacraficing everything to benefit the family and becoming more and more miserable and he isn't sacrificing anything and continuing to live his life as though he hasn't got a family, he spends all his time with his mates and I only see him on a night I feel like I am just a convenience