Hi all. I’m struggling to know what to do/think right now so just looking for a sympathetic ear I guess. Long story short. I separated from my emotionally abuse partner 2 months ago. In Jan of this year I found out I was pregnant and after a lot of manipulation it was decided to have an abortion. This was incredibly traumatic for me emotionally and physically (I ended up in hospital). So fast forward to now..... 2 weeks ago I slept with my ex partner. I took the morning after pill the next day but didn’t realise it doesn’t work if you’ve already ovulated, which according to my app I had. Call my naive but I’ve never taken it before and it wasn’t made clear to me that it doesn’t work in that 24 hour window. And now I think I might be pregnant. I took a test this morning at 12dpo and it was negative but something just doesn’t feel “normal” it could be hormones from the morning after pill but would I still be feeling that 12 days after taking it? If I am pregnant I couldn’t have another abortion and I have a 2 year old already. I’m not going to be on a relationship with my ex because he lives 300 miles from me and has also only just come out of a 10 yr relationship. Both our ex partners are going to be devastated. I just feel like I’m in a total mess. I’m working as a temp so won’t get maternity and still haven’t found somewhere for me and DS to live, let alone someone for 2 children! I feel like I’m spinning and I can’t talk to anyone I know about it because I know they’ll judge me 😓