Just found out pregnant to my ex!

[Thumper13]

I split up with my ex and asked him to leave, he left on 22nd August, today I found out I was pregnant as I was 4 days late on my period.
I'm not sure how to process it as I have to children (not to my ex), one who has Cystic fibrosis and can have IVs which I do at home and has hospital stays etc which I'm panicking about as worried I'm being selfish having another baby when I have my sons health to worry about! And then I have my ex who were still good friends, I love him dearly but together we just clash priorities wise and he has a gambling problem which is one if the reasons I asked him to leave.
He wants to be with me anyway and even more so now but I feel I can do this alone, I'm very independent, home,car, really well paid job, supportive friends and family. Am I selfish to have this baby but not be with him? I feel like I've just cut ties and now I'm tied to hom all over again! Oh and we work together too :(

I’m guessing the question is, not are you selfish,but , do you want this baby ? If you do then would 50/50 parenting work ? Give you the time with your DS that you may need ? Just a thought at this silly hour. 💐

Ah yes he would deffo me involved the baby's life he has a daughter and he is amazing father with her, I just aren't sure as a couple we would work again. It's so frustrating!
And to answer the question, yes as the hours have gone on, I do want this baby