Guess I’m looking for a hand hold.
I’m supposed to be 9+1 weeks pregnant with a very much wanted and desperate for ivf baby.
Yesterday I woke up and had some bleeding. It was bright red and only when I wiped at first. Then it turn to dark red probably about a tablespoon or so. There were two clot like bits in the tissue but very small. Looked like when you loose lining on a period. Throughout the day it got lighter and when to a brown discharge type and remained light brown.
I have felt sick for the past week and boobs have been bigger and painful. This has stopped yesterday and today. Don’t feel as tired either. I have had no more bleeding today. Mild cramping but nothing major and haven’t needed pain killers.
I phoned the EPAU yesterday and they want me to go for a scan tomorrow, earliest they could do.
I am on progesterone pessaries that are inserted with a long applicator vaginally. I’m praying I’ve ‘caught’ something with the applicator but it’s the combined lack of symptoms really worrying me.
I just can’t help thinking that’s it’s all over. We saw at heartbeat at 7+1 but now I’m thinking it’s not progressed. Trying to keep it out my head but I can’t. It’s going to be a long 19 hours.