So I have two children, expecting my 3rd and it was a complete shock but a very happy surprise as I do just conceive! Before my son ( that’s now just turned 2 ) I lost 3 and it was horrendous, anyway when I found out my partner wasn’t supportive in the slightest and he asked me to get rid I knew I couldn’t and I didn’t have it in me anyway in the end he sat down with me and said if you want the baby I’ll support you! So anyway he forgot about the scan and didn’t end up coming as he booked in a big meeting and he also had said some very hurtful things to me, 1 thing I said do you love this baby and he said it’s not even a baby yet ( nearly 15 weeks ) he’s also said I’ve been through it all before with our son so I know what I’m going to see ( even though it’s a different baby) now I feel so rotten towards him, he loves the pub and we are always 2nd to that and in the past he’s said I’ll support you doesn’t mean I’ll be with you though, I feel so lonely and at the moment I actually don’t really want him around me at all has anyone been through this please and if so how do you deal with this when expecting please ?