Hi there. So I'm 38 weeks pregnant today and the hospital called me yesterday to tell me to come in for a check up as my latest blood test results were not very good. [I have been itching for 3 months and complaining about this at every appointment, so my midwife has been prescribing liver function and bile acids tests every 2 weeks]. So yesterday the doctor said my bile acids were borderline (11) and since they were steadily increasing with each blood test (from 2 to 3 to 7 to 11 since June), there was no point in waiting around as the baby was full term. They said to call a number this morning to schedule an induction today. Now we're in limbo waiting to get a bed in labour ward because apparently it's busy today. I'm really scared. I was hoping to have a natural birth, in a birthing pool without an epidural. I thought I was open minded but when it was all sprung on us yesterday I suddenly felt panicked and not ready. They examined me and although my baby is well engaged and head down, my cervix is still posterior and the baby is back to back. I feel like she's not ready just yet, but I know the bile is probably toxic to her so the induction seems like the best option. I just feel like crying all the time because this is not the birth I was hoping for, and it doesn't help that we're waiting around at the flat not knowing when we're going to be called to come in.
Sorry for the rant, I just wanted to see if there are ladies out there who have been through this and their induction was not a horrible experience. Any hand holding would be greatly appreciated xxx