So the baby dad has left me at 6 months pregnant he's out drinking smoking weed and IV just found out he's seeing another chick . I seriously don't know how to deal with this ... Iv just reacted in a way I don't feel is right IV just been chilled . But I'm having sleepless nights worried about the baby and how I'm going to tell him this when he's older . Our relationship was toxic but I still have feeling for him is that normal . Is it normal that part off me loves him but part off me hates him ? I have 12 weeks left off my pregnancy .