Everytime I read about someones pregnancy on here it's all about being worried between scans, cant wait for scans, wants additional scans to see baby because they're worried something has happened since the last scan.
I thought I would be like this as I'm the worst panicker, and seriously impatient person ever. However I dont see it like this.
I'm 15 weeks, I waited for my 12 weeks scan fine, I was a little nervous on the actual day but nothing leading up.
Now I'm coming up to my 16 weeks appointment and again, I havent felt the need to worry or the curiosity of seeing baby again. I'm excited to hear the heartbeat, mainly because I want to try and guess if they are a he or a she, and I've been debating a private gender scan because I'm too impatient not to find out.
In worried that I'm not worrying enough if that makes sense?
I'm also insanely tired and am struggling massively at work to stay awake, I've got such bad insomnia at the moment and that combines with achey legs, this heat and not getting comfortable I'm getting around 2 hours sleep a night. I wake up at 2am and dont get back to sleep until an hour before my alarm goes off. Then all day at work I feel my eyes closing themselves.
Could i just be too tired to worry about anything else at the moment?