Not coping

[kkl1]

Just I'm really not coping and I'm only 22 weeks on Saturday I don't no how I'm going to get thought the next 18 weeks I'm in constant pain I hate being pregnant I'm obviously happy that I'm lucky anoth to be pregnant but I'm feeling so drained been signed off work cause of spd got 2 children that are 8 and 6 that are being good but I'm just struggling all together and I just really don't no what todo with my self any more me an the baby's dad Arw living apart atm due to a few issue we were having I don't won't to go to the doctors and them think I'm depressed as I'm generally not I'm just so fed up of being pregnant and the heat an feeling crap all the time please help!!

I'd go to the docs and see if you can get some help for your SPD - physio or advice on bump bands. I think you not being in pain constantly will make a huge difference to your mental wellbeing.

i'd also speak to your midwife and just tell you're doing it tough atm, and again just see if there's any extra support she can give you, even if its just a sounding board.

It's hard in this heat, and kids are on holidays too - i hope their Dad is doing his share?

I'm just waiting on physio to come though so they are helping me with that but some days my legs are affected aswel I can barley walk. Yer he is really good he comes an takes them out and spends a lot of time with them it's all good that end but I just don't think I can cope with being pregnant right now I love my little boy an want him here so bad I just don't no how I'm going to get though the next 18 weeks x