So about 5 weeks ago, found out I’m pregnant with baby 3. Absolute shock, wasn’t planning on having another... but hey ho! Hahaha.
Saw my gp & discussed my options as I was very torn but in the end decided to keep baby, wasn’t what my partner wanted but understood & said he will support me no matter what... great right?
Expect... I’ve never fault more lonely? We haven’t told any one yet as want to have the scan first before telling family. But his family are very negative about everything & ALWAYS have a say in anything they can! Which I’m worried will end up affecting him & changing how he thinks & feels towards me & this new baby?
He has 2 kids from a previous & taken on a step son from previous. & I have a daughter he’s taken on & we have another daughter together so in total this will be baby 6 (but my number 3)
& if I speak about it or how I’m feeling he talks to me, but I end up feeling like maybe I shouldn’t of said anything? Or that I’ve annoyed him & made him back off?
Now I’m left wondering if really he’s now only staying with me because I’m pregnant again & this really isn’t what he wants but he’s trapped? But I couldn’t go through with a termination it would of destroyed me 
I just don’t know how I’m supposed to feel & why I’m really feeling so lonely?