Hello.. I’m twelve weeks tomorrow and since I found out I was pregnant I have been feeling so down and anxious. I have always always wanted a baby and couldn’t have met a better person to have one with, and we have a lovely relationship but I am really struggling mentally :( I assume it’s hormones that I’m not mentally equipped to deal with but I have done so much crying and feeling desperately lonely and so detached from what is physically happening to me.. I keep smoking peoples roll ups at work because I feel so upset and stressed and then I have the guilt and worry of that too which makes me feel awful! And now my partner is going on a week long cycling tour with his friends and I am so devastated that he’s leaving me feeling like this but equally I want him to have a nice time- so I feel really stuck and anxious and jealous and just terrible really! I know it’s not totally normal to feel this down but I’m hoping someone might have experienced the same and be able to give some advice/ reassurance.. thank you so much in advance, I just want to learn to love what’s happening to me and feel happy again.