So! Sadly on the 5th of June this year i lost my beautiful little grandmother to Lung Cancer. It broke my heart. It was only the day before she died i was up in her room talking about my frustrations on not being able to get pregnant. She told me it will happen when its meant to be. So the next day she sadly passed away. I found myself inconsolable i couldnt go to work and i just spent my whole time in her house. So we had a 4 day wake for her as 1 day wake was not long enough. We then buried her on the following monday. I then realised the next day my AF was late by 2 days. I put it down to stress. So later on that day i felt so sick and tired. I bought a test just to ease my mind. I took the test with my fiancé and it came back Positive. I believe my granda sent this little baby to me to help me focus on something after the passing of my grandmother. But i do believe she was the one to push me to take the test. I think she had me in so mant of her prayers that she deffo helped me. Im so happy. Im 5 weeks pregnant now. Im so happy.