Hello!
I just needed to vent, im currently 34 weeks pregnant and really struggling! I have been off work for a while due to illness (not pregnancy related) now I am off on maternity I'm really fed up!
I feel so guilty for complaining and wishing I could just have my baby because there so many people that would love to be in my position but I just feel like I can't do anything!
The sun is shining, my friends want to be in the beer garden and other friends haven't bothered with me since being pregnant
My husband works 12 hour shifts so I am stuck in the house all day every day. I can get out and about as I drive but I also get quite bad anxiety about driving and parking (so silly I know) and then with it being Easter holidays and Bank Holiday weekend I know the roads will be hectic. I just lie on the sofa drained and feeling like I just want to cry. I don't really have any family close by and my mom lives around 150 miles away. I feel like I get myself so low I don't even want to go and make the bed or put a wash on, I worry that I'm going to end up really depressed, I do have a rendency to fall back into a bad routine when I feel like this as I have no get up and go! Does anybody have any advice on what I could do to prevent this?
I just have a few more weeks to get through but I'm dreading it!