I wrote about my husbands affair months ago. We've been together for 8 years and married for 2.5. In February 2018, I found out my husband had an 8 month affair with a work colleague. I went through so much stuff when finding out as he did not come clean. Through much marriage counseling we had finally recovered. Last week, I found out I am not having a baby. I told my husband while he was on a bachelor party, he was ecstatic. His old phone was left here and thus his messages synchronizing. On the night he first found out while on the bachelor: he went to a club, picked up another woman, they kissed and there were texts of them talking about who had a free bed in their room and whether they should rent a hotel. My husband says he didn't send those texts and it was a friend? (Come on, his name are on them). He also said that he was drunk and doesn't remember? And is an alcoholic and will seek help. I contacted the girl and she said indeed it was my husband, identified a photo and said they kissed. I am keeping the baby, but really do not know what to do. I have asked him to leave again and he has. Just really not knowing what to do, we were finally OK again and now he has created this entirely new drama. I am really stuck and would like to hear from anyone who has encouraging advice or has been in similar situations. I am just scared if I stay I am in for a lifetime of this behavior.