Hello
Just looking to vent really because i'm so frustrated and scared.
I'm currently 7+1 weeks pregnant.
I have had brown spotting for 12 days now with occasional mild period like cramps. It has never been enough for me to take any painkillers and the blood has never been red or pink.
Went to EPU last week and they checked my cervix and said it was closed. They took some swabs and kept saying that brown spotting was nothing to worry about and that a closed cervix was good news.
They then did a scan but could only see a small sac and something that was too small to really look at (measuring about 2mm) they did an internal scan and they could only really see it when she pressed the scanner right up against my cervix. On the plus side she said that would be normal in comparison to the size of the sack. I was 6+2 at the time so my dates are either wrong or it has just stopped growing. The delivered this news to me by sending me to the "Counselling room" which was full of leaflets about miscarriage and left me there for ages whilst I waited for someone to come and explain everything to me. I went from being told it was nothing to worry about, to being sent to the counselling room 
I have another scan tomorrow and i'm preparing myself for the worst. I'm still getting symptoms (sore breasts/nipples and food aversions) but this brown spotting continues. Every time I think it's slowing or stopped I get another lot. I'm so frustrated. I feel like if I was going to have a miscarriage then surely it would have happened by now?
I don't even have any mild cramping anymore. I feel like i'm in a weird limbo where I can't plan ahead. If something bad is going to happen I just want to get it out of the way so I can at least move forward. I'm in my mid/late 30's and this would be my 1st child. I feel like time is running out for me.