Basically, I am having a couple of complications in the form of an SCH/ECH and a lot of pain which has stopped me from going into the office and I am having to work from home so I know that these are contributing factors to my general low feeling but I don't know if it is normal?
I feel like I cant really get excited in case something else bad happens and I worry that I have turned really boring and my husband will get sick of me not being able to do anything. I don't really want to go out and I'm not interested in watching films or anything on TV and I can't think of anything to talk to him about as my head is so taken up with the baby and worry. It is my friends wedding in a few weeks time and I am also going to see my favourite show in London the week after, both things that I would normally be really excited about, but I'm just not and I don't know why. I'm also filled with worry that I will be a really bad mum when the baby (hopefully) arrives and I wont be able to cope.
I wanted pregnancy to be a really exciting time and thought I would carry on as normally as I could, go to all the pregnancy groups and be all 'glowy' and instead I just feel a bit hopeless and dull.
Is this just hormones playing tricks on me and is there anything I can do to snap out of it??