Irrationally (?) scared

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I have been ttc for a couple of years now, fertility treatment etc. Finally got pregnant last September but had mmc in November, which was devastating. I am now pregnant again - only 4 weeks 4 days. I am trying to be positive and allow myself to be happy and excited, but feel like I’m just waiting to lose this one too. I know this is a different pregnancy and different baby but am finding it really difficult. I’ve been having mild cramping today and have had to step out of the office because I’m becoming tearful.
I feel like I’m being pathetic and need to snap out of it but don’t know what to do. I’m trying to take it day by day.
I don’t know what I’m asking for.. has anyone felt similarly and what helped you? Hand hold please

I feel your pain 💖 I also had a mmc in July last year, I’m now 6 weeks. I had mild cramping last night with pink discharge and it’s stopped now. Of course I didn’t sleep a wink last night and now I’m at work trying to concentrate but I’m so worried. Although I’d rather be here than at home going mad. Just spoke to a lovely midwife at my practice who assured me this can be normal and to relax unless it comes back worse. It’s so so hard, but hopefully the next 3 months will wiz. Your not pathetic not one bit - miscarriage scars you for life and takes every bit of innocence away from future pregnancies. Just think new egg new sperm! Whole new different pregnancy. Stay positive just know your really not alone ❤️Xx

Thank you I really appreciate you replying and it helps knowing others are going through it right now. I just want it to be the end of March so I can breathe a little easier!
Hope all is ok for you and that the next weeks go quickly x