Hi everyone, I'm new to Mumsnet and hoping that this will help me connect with other ladies pregnant with their first, going through the same thoughts and feelings I am. I'm just going to be completely honest now...
I am 18+1 and I am having a little girl (which we are over the moon about). I am really excited one day and then the next day I'm an emotional wreck and feel like I can't cope. I am still being sick most days and this drains me! 
I feel like I should be enjoying my pregnancy like other women do but it's really hard to enjoy something that constantly makes you feel rubbish so I feel guilty for not enjoying it and that makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong because I shouldn't feel guilty.
Oh and I still haven't felt her move yet or had any kind of flutter so I worry about that to, although I have been told at scans that the placenta is across the front.
Sorry for rambling on but I just don't know what to do for the best and just wondered if anybody else felt the same?