Hi everyone, just looking for advice an reassurance really.
For context, I'm a teacher in a special school for children with social, emotional and mental health problems. I'm currently 23 weeks pregnant. I absolutely love my job, but obviously the nature of the children means that they can be violent and unpredictable. Normal ratios in our school is 3 adults in class who are trained in physical handling. When I came back to work in September I was given an 'extra' member of staff in class so there was still 3 adults who could physically intervene with the children. However, I was then later told by the deputy head (in front of a group of staff) that this extra staff member was a luxury that I couldn't rely on. At this point I had to contact my union and demand that this was written into my risk assessment. The extra ta was then swapped for an apprentice who was not trained in physical handling (although they are now).
I totally lost faith in the leadership team to look after me at that point, but the staff on the ground are fantastic and I love my job so I have stayed in class. But the bigger I get the more anxious I'm getting. I have regular nightmares about something happening to my baby at work. There have been a number of occasions over the last few weeks where fights have broken out in my room and I haven't been able to get out of the door. There's also been a number of occasions where I can't go down corridors because children are behaving violently - but what if I needed to go down that corridor to get away from an unsafe situation?! All I keep thinking is it only takes one incident to cause damage, even though the children are fantastic about it most of the time.
My midwife has said that if I'm not happy with my risk assessment to go to the gp and he will sign me off or recommend different duties. I just don't know if this is a reasonable thing to do or if I'm being overly anxious because I'm pregnant.
Any advice would be really welcome!