Hey, this isn't really a question but I recently found out I was about 5/6 weeks pregnant it wasn't something I had planned for and took me completely by surprise at first I wasn't exactly sure what I wanted but after it had sunk in for a day or so I had decided I was going to keep it I started planning everything, how my life was going to change as having a baby is a massive life style change I had also told the father who it also took by surprise but he had said he supported any choice I made which had made me so much more at ease. I had been booked in for an early scan to confirm dates and I'd had some light spotting and cramps so I was in the room with the doctor and then those five words came out her mouth " I can't see a pregnancy " she had told me that I had a miscarriage and that both my ovaries were actually polycystic which was also news to me I had no idea. I don't exactly know how to feel at the moment I feel so lost like a part of me was stolen I know that 5/6 weeks is barley anything and it would've be the size of a grain of rice but it would've been my baby and I lost them. I feel so heartbroken even though it wasn't planned I still feel like I've been robbed I just don't feel like me anymore I don't feel whole. it's like I was given this gift and it was taken away from me and I know this probably sounds stupid but I just need somewhere to put my feelings anyone else had a similar experience? do you have any tips on trying to come to terms with it all I mean it was just so much to take in at once and I just don't know what to do or how to make it better