Pregnant baby no.4!! Need some support!

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Hello all, so I’ve reached a predicament

When I was a teenager I had a baby very young who’s dad was never in the picture. Then I met my first proper boyfriend (my first love) we loved each other very much but due to his life taking him down a different path and my life taking me down a different path we decided it was best to end things. A couple of years later I met somebody else, fell in love and had 2 more beautiful children. We were together for 7 years until 9 months ago when I discovered he had been having several affairs and when I questioned him on this he got very violent.

So I’ve been on my own since then just me and the kids... since 2 months ago. My ex (first love) got in touch. We’ve been seeing each other regularly now and things are brilliant. It’s like we’ve just picked up from where we left off I am so happy!
BUT! I found out last weekend that I’m pregnant! (That happened fast right? )

So baby no.4 is on the way and I’m absolutely terrified. I considered abortion and even made an appointment but the traffic was so bad I missed it (which to me is a sign from the universe)

Please can someone with 4+ children, or children to different fathers calm me down with supportive words!! God knows I need it right now

You are more resilient than you think, you will be able to cope! It won’t be easy but it will be worth it!

I’m pregnant with my fourth, 3rd bf but you know what I’ve done it with 3 and can definitely manage a 4th, I always look at it like their my kids so of course I can manage, older ones are helpful and love being big brother/sister. Everything will be fine. Congratulations. Enjoy ur pregnancy x

I have 4 currently expecting number 5. They have 4 father's between them (I'm not s**g just a very poor judge of character) my children get on amazing and different fathers has never been an issue for them or me. We are all so close and honestly by the time you get t o 4 it's not much different to three. How old is your eldest? Mine is almost 12 and amazing with all his siblings, he will help with bedtime, cooking dinner and doing chores, he is such an amazing person and I'm so proud of him.you can do this, congratulations