So not too sure where to start but I’m looking for some advice.
My partner and I had been together 3 years and then we had our son. When our son was 3 months old I found out my partner cheated with a family friend. To make matters worse a couple of weeks later down the line the woman he slept with is now accusing him of rape.
Absolutely soul crushing, my whole world fell apart again even worse than I could of ever imagined. I don’t believe he rapped her, he has never been that way with me and it’s just not in his nature (in my opinion).
Before all this came to light i had just started back at work full time and was loving it. Everything was in place.
So I asked him to leave the family home which we privately rent. He would continue coming over when I needed him for childcare, we remain amicable and friendly.
Because I work three nights a week he ends up staying in the spare room, one night I had far too much to drink and instigated sexual relations between us- big mistake. Took the morning after pill and thought nothing more of it.
For the last week I have been feeling so Poorly and tired. I just thought I’d do a test and make sure I wasn’t pregnant... well I am. No idea how far, but going off the night we did the deed I’ll be about 2 months pregnant.
What the hell do I do... my life has already been turned upside down and I’m just getting back ok track after his ordeal of cheating on me. At the same time my ds is so beautiful and so fun I wouldn’t mind having another.
Any advice would be much appreciated.