Feeling rubbish

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I want to be excited that I'm pregnant but I'm not. I feel crap. I don't want to eat but I'm hungry. I'm crying for no reason. I'm only just pregnant and know that it's going to go on for a while. If I chat to my mum she is just super excited. Because I think she thought she was never getting any grand kids. My boyfriend is great, but I'm so worried we won't be us anymore. It's my first and I guess you can tell I'm stressed. I need a friend x

Didn't want to read and run. Sending hugs .



It levels off after a few weeks. I found the second trimester in particular, fine. You also get more used to it and come up with ways to cope/feel better. I didn't like being pregnant, it's a means to an end.

Ahh thank you. I've read it back and thought God how bad do I sound. Think it was a low moment. I'm crap at keeping secrets. Having to stay quiet at work all day when you feel pants is soo hard. I had a cry and it actually made me feel better. Plus I ate dinner whoop whoop that's a big achievement. Thank you for the support x

I'm on a thread here for the month of my due date. It really helps to have somewhere to moan or express worries, especially while you're in the 'keeping it quiet' phase which I found emotionally very hard. Everyone is going through the same thing there.

I'm so new to this site I don't know what I'm doing. That definitely sounds like a good idea. I'll find the thread. Hope everything is good for you x

I'm 31 weeks pregnant and have hated every second of it with constant sickness, pgp, chest infections.....however I had friends who have sailed through it and have actually enjoyed it! The first trimester is by far the worst though so fingers crossed for you feeling better soon.
I have to say that during the hatred of it all I can also acknowledge how special it also is when I see my belly rolling around and feeling the kicks. That really is magical! X

that's so lovely. I can't really believe it's happening. I'm 38 and not really that maternal. However I also couldn't imagine not doing this at some point so thought it best to crack on.

I have been so tired today that I’ve spent the day on the sofa. Had a nap in the afternoon. The tiredness made me weak all over, and quite shaky. I’m only 5+3; this better hadn’t get any worse! Also feeling a bit sick, of course. Boobs mostly fine, which is a shame as I was looking forward to a bit of growth!

I am very lucky indeed - I was supposed to be doing heavy work on site this week (booked before I was pregnant), and I’m having the week off because DH, with whom I work, has been too ill to manage, and they didn’t want to pay for a room for just me. I just have to avoid catching whatever he has! (Looks like the pox to me, although I’m not sure which one. Goat?)

Actually, it’s got better as the day has worn on. Now I almost don’t feel sick, and my legs feel like legs again.

This is difficult, but it will all be worth it! You should feel better in a few weeks!

Love the comment hoping for a bit of boob growth me too hope today was a better day x