ello Ladies, I guess I just wanted someone to talk to! My Husband and I found out last week that I was pregnant, it was and still is quiet a shock. We have 2 children already and I know my husband wants to keep it that way.... I agree to a certain extent. I just don't know what to do the best. I change my mind daily, deep down I know that my 2 children are enough and I did not have any desire to have another. I am 38 and work 4 days a week and have our hands full alreayd. We must have had a contraception fail - we are usually very careful - ironically it took as a long time to fall pregnant with our other two. I have a termination booked in, but it is not for just over 2 weeks. I keep getting emotional, and I think it will only get worse the longer I wait. My first child was so good, but our second has been a bit more tricky. I feel like my choice will have a knock on affect on everyone and change all our lives, if we go ahead with the termination it is only me that will suffer - I honestly don't know if I will fall to pieces or just cope and carry on - I am usually very good and picking myself up. I have friends going though IVF and a friend who has had a miscarriage recently - So don't fell it would be fair to speak to them about this. Sorry for such a long post, I just feel a bit lost. My husband is great and will standby the decision that I make - even if it is not his preference. Any advise would be much appreciated!