I had a mc a long time ago and mmc 3 years ago. I have had children in between and a baby since the mmc. I struggled through he last pregnancy with massive anxiety and even when I went to be induced was convinced he wouldn’t make it. I repeatedly told my midwives how anxious I was and the consultant but none were interested at all. Fast forward and I’m pregnant again (approaching 8 weeks) and I’m really struggling with how to get through the next few weeks at very least. I get bad sickness and even had this with the mmc (baby died around 9 weeks). I’m sick with this pregnancy and have gained weight despite the sickness - the only difference between my successful pregnancies and the mmc being that I actually lost weight. How have other people coped - I’m currently wishing I’d not actually got pregnant as the anxiety and knowing what I will have to go through if it’s another mmc is torture!