Bleeding

[Sleeeeeepzzz]

I'm losing my mind!!

I'm 5 weeks 2 days and I've been having light pink to brown spotting since around 1pm yesterday.

I did go to the EPU yesterday and they told me the bleeding was very minimal but to go back in two days for another reading. My levels were 254 yesterday which I'm not happy with. The lady at the hospital told me it's not about the first number but the 2nd. But I see so many people who are already in the thousands by this point that surely those numbers can't be good?!

I've had a pad on since yesterday afternoon and not one drop is on it. It's literally just when I wipe but it's not got any better or worse since yesterday.

Ive not really had any symptoms so I don't know if I've lost them or not. Though I did have some needle like pinches near my ovary last night which I thought wasn't a good thing.

Me and my OH did have sex the night before the bleeding so I'm praying that may be the cause but I just don't feel positive.

I've had two miscarriages in the space of a year and I'm terrified it's happening again :( but the last two times the red blood started pretty soon after like a period whereas this just seems to have gone brown and is only when I wipe.

Has anyone got a similar story but with a positive outcome? I'm tearing my hair out :(

I had implantation bleeding at 6 Weeks, brown spotting and mucousy streaking, enough to stain a few pads. All was fine and well. If you can, step away from google and try to distract yourself by other means. Hope everything works out ok

Thank you.

It's just so frustrating. If it's going to happen I just want it to start properly so I can accept it and begin the process of grief and moving on again.

Right now when it's just a small amount of pink on the tissue, my mind is trying to convince me it's all okay. I just know it'll devastate me even more when it turns out not to be if I give myself hope.

I'm so tired of this happening over and over.