I've got an early scan in a few hours time, I suffered a bad miscarriage in may and the idea of going back to the room that they examined me in last time to be examined again in terrifying! I know there's not much anyone can say but I'm terrified, I hope everything is alright and I see a little heartbeat flickering away, just needed to write it down as there's no one in RL I can talk about it too 😫