I’ve literaly just found out I’m pregnant. About 4 weeks so early days
My first baby turned one on Saturday. I have no idea when or how it happened, we’re always so careful and tbh I don’t remember having sex in the conception window but we must’ve done!
I’m so confused. I don’t want another baby but I don’t want to get rid of one.
I found the first baby tough, I don’t know how I’d cope with a 2nd one, and a younger than 2 year old. Our house isn’t big enough for 3 of us and we can’t afford to move. I’m freelance and haven’t worked for ages cause of pregnancy and having a baby and I’m literally about to have a conversation in two weeks about work for next year (which due to the nature of my job can’t really be done when pregnant) I’m lucky I can still get work but my career in that field would be over if I had to take another two years out.
I’m so confused, I’m sad. Like I said, I don’t want a baby, but I don’t want to get rid of one. I don’t want to tell my friends or family so apologies for my waffling here, I don’t even know what I’m looking for. X