Not really sure why I am posting this, just want a moan I suppose and hoping there are some people out there who might understand! DH is lovely but, having never been pregnant, doesn't really 'get' it!
I have two DC already (DD6 and DS3) and am finding being pregnant while caring for them both bloody hard work. And now it's school holidays so we're totally out of routine and the unstructured days are really getting me down.
I feel shattered (but can't sleep) and sick all the time. I can't get comfy due to a massive bump, and have started with heartburn already
All my friends are away on holiday so I've no-one to meet up with to make the days go quicker. I'm horribly lonely and just feel like crying all the time (hormonal?)
I feel guilty that the kids summer holidays are being spent bored indoors watching TV. I have no energy to do even basic things - I'm only just managing to keep them both fed and watered tbh! DS is in the middle of potty training, and it's not going well!
The house is generally tidy, but not clean at all. I'm struggling to keep on top of everything. DH is working 10-6 atm, so he's here (briefly) in the mornings, and he gets in around 7 so puts the kids to bed. He also does all the washing up once they're in bed. Everything else is my job! He's supportive, but he doesn't really understand.
He's off for a week from Friday, so I know things will get better, but right now I'm finding it hard to see how I'm going to get through the next few days tbh.
Thanks for reading my stream of consciousness! I think I just needed to get it off my chest. Not a lot can be done to help!