im probably going to get judged for this but im purely here for a little support, im 24 and a recovering alcoholic. my battle with drink is ongoing and will Be forever. when i found out i was pregnant it was a huge shock because i didn't think i could conceive due to the state of my poor health, but it happened and i was over the moon as was my partner and we still are. i also saw this as a great opportunity to concur my battle with alcohol which in fairness has massively improved from having a litre of vodka everyday to just having a couple of pre mixed cans a week its pretty amazing how far ive come. Im currently 28 weeks pregnant and unfortunately last night i had a massive Blip i went out socializing with friends and family and was around so much alcohol and drunk people i ended up sneaking lots of drinks and getting drunk for the first time in months. but now i cant help but worry and feel guilty for what ive done, it was not worth it at all because i feel dreadful in more ways than one, the stinking hangover tells me i over did it itself! Im just totally scared my baby is now going to suffer :( i will not be doing it again. i just really need some sort of reassurance. my partner knows and is very disappointed and angry i feel like all the stress and sadness im feeling at the moment wont e helping either. :(