Hi I'm new here but really need abit of advice. I'll start at the beginning so last August came out an abusive marriage fell back in love with a childhood sweetheart all was good for 2 months then I found out I was pregnant. I then found out he was bipolar and turned abusive basically blackmailed me into an abortion which I sorely regret. We somehow worked things out then in April I found out he'd slept with his ex who he has a kid with. He went to the doctor got medication for his bipolar as he'd gone off the rails with drink and drugs. (I know he sounds like a catch!) So when he had "changed" i took him back stupidly! He's now gone off the rails again so I ended it but Iv just found out in pregnant again despite being on the patch! I am 28 have a good job and could look after a baby iv always wanted kids but I just feel is it fair to bring a kid into the world when the dad's a bipolar nutter! Also how do I tell him because last time he went all nasty & i need to focus on my job without him hurling abuse. I know I sound like an idiot and I have been im normally so strong and together this isn't me. Just been the shittest year of my life! Any advice appreciated please no negative comments I feel stupid enough as it us. Thanks