So this is going to be long but I have no one to talk to and I just need to get it off my chest. So basically I split up with my partner of 8 yrs and the father of my two children nearly a year ago In that time I net someone else who is so so lovely the perfect gentleman nothing like my ex. I haven't even told my ex I've met someone else because he's going to see red he still loves me even though he knows there's no going back and I don't love him. Now here comes the real problem I found out I'm pregnant this morning I was using protection and I took the morning after pill I don't no what to do I've not told the dad yet I told him the other day that I think I might be pregnant but tried not to think about it since then he's 5 years younger than me and although he's amazing and loving he's just not ready for a baby yet and I'm not sure I'm ready for another I already have a 4yr old and 2 yr old my head is a mess really don't no what to do my ex is going to loose it with me big time of I decide to keep the baby and I'm also scared of how the baby's dad is going to react if I decide to keep it will be go will he stay. God this is one big mess sorry for the long post needed to get my thoughts out.