I know this is a sore subject, just could really do with some help and advice - please don’t judge me.
Back in February I was taken into hospital with a miscarriage I lost a lot of blood my womb was open for 2 days then it seemed to calm down and I was ok to go home, they hospital wouldn’t scan me and said it wasn’t needed, so 10 days later I went and had my injection,
About four weeks ago I had a positive pregnancy test I went to the doctor and he told me I couldn’t be pregnant I’m on in the injection to come back next week, I called BPAS and they got me in for a scan only to be told that I was 11 weeks gone and hadn’t lost the baby. Due to me having a seizure in the last year they couldn’t do anything there had to be done at a hospital.
I went last week and was told to come back Thursday as I’m worried about what decision I’m making and to book in for Friday for a surgical abortion if that’s what I wanted too do, I couldn’t get any childcare at all for Thursday so I couldn’t go in, I rang the hospital had nothing back :(
I’m just confused about what to do im 24 I have four beautiful healthy children, my eldest is 8 and my youngest is only 14 months and he’s very much a mummy’s boy I don’t want to upset him he’s also not too well with chest problems so we have been in and out of hospital. I don’t really want another baby things aren’t very settled at the moment but I feel awful as I’m 15 weeks and 3 days gone so will be at least 16 weeks by the time I get back into the hospital, I feel it’s a baby and really don’t know what to do 🙁