Hey, I don't really know where to even begin with this post....but here goes. I found out I'm pregnant a few weeks ago after a very silly one night stand (used condom but it split and took morning after but didn't work) now I'm 7 weeks pregnant. The dad wants nothing to do with my baby. And it couldn't be the worse time for me. I'm taking my exams in 4 weeks and due to start uni in September. I live with a family atm as I have no family of my own and am only able to stay here for another 2 months as they are relocating abroad. I feel like I've let everyone down and have literally lost the few people I had left in my life over this telling me how I have ruined my life, I've let them down by being stupid blah blah blah. I'm already feeling silly, I'm scared more that you know, can't stop crying and wondering how I'm going to cope with having a baby. My hormones are all over the place and people keep telling me I should have an abortion. I have considered this but I don't have the heart to abort a life. It's not the babys fault. Then I'll get scared start panicking and think maybe I should. I'm petrified at the idea of doing this alone and what a change it will be on my life but I just couldn't go through with abortion or adoption. I find myself thinking it would be better if I miscarry but then I get upset cry and almost beg the baby in my tummy to hold on in there. What the hell is wrong with me. Has anyone ever managed to be a single mum and go to uni? Are my feelings normal? Or am I just going mad?!! I really need a friend I feel so lost and alone :( 