So Friday morning I was due on my period but something was telling me to take my clear blue test I had under my sink in my bathroom. I did it adamant that I wasn’t pregnant to see I am 1-2 weeks. The timing of this pregnancy is so wrong I have a 4 year old and 2 year old boys. Me and my partner split up a few months ago but have been on good terms the past month or 2. He lives at his and I live at my house with the boys. Last year I was so desperate to fall pregnant but I didn’t and I was devastated every time it said not pregnant. So my partner has stated that it’s not the right time he wishes it was but it’s not and I need to think of the boys etc. I’ve always said I couldn’t go through with an abortion as I suffer with guilt anyways but I’m in bits I want this baby but then I feel I’m being selfish and not taking on board what he wants 😢😢