Hi! Dh and I have been discussing TTC this year for DC2. We have DS who is 3 and is our rainbow baby after 3 MC and sadly one more after having him.
After the 4th MC I categorically said no more and that I want to just thank our lucky stars that we got DS out of all the heartbreak. However as time has gone on I feel more emotionally ready to put myself through the stress and potential fall out of TTC again. We always wanted more than one and i would like to give it a go.
I've had my coil removed recently for unrelated reasons but we are defo not trying yet as I will need Cyclogest from ovulation to be able to stay pregnant if we were lucky enough to conceive. We talked about TTC at the end of the summer maybe.
I know its months away but the past few weeks i've found myself here, on conception and tracking my cycle again. I have got excited to look at squinters, straining my eyes to see lines on other people's tests and i can feel the craziness creeeeeeeping back in....!
I was a neurotic mess with previous pregnancies (with good reason I think!) and I would like to feel more positive this time.
Anyone else in the same boat? Anyone else thinking about TTC this year / already TTC but trying to keep the crazy at bay?!