stalk away !
i remember getting this with DS , sat in the delivery room, my first baby , on the way.....and looking at the empty crib, and wanting to say, 'please can someone else do this, i am scared and not grown up enough!'
the room swam in front of my eyes, and i was really , properly petrified
second time, i was fine, up until about 38 , 39 weeks, and then remembered the baby has to come out, one way or the other, and it is going to involve some pain,and strangers putting their hands in yer fanjo!
luckily, the post labour amnesia kicks in , as you deliver !!
then you don;t thikn about it again until next time !!