I’m booked in for my ELCS tomorrow after a truly difficult pregnancy. I can’t believe I’ve got here and I could cry with both relief and anxiety.
I’m sitting on the sofa with horrific wind (both ends) and heartburn, SPD has rendered me nearly immobile, and my BP tablets make me feel exhausted.
I’m swollen up and my baby has been discovered to have an unstable lie so for the last week he’s been turning all over the place booting me everywhere.
I’m so scared about tomorrow after my last CS which was horrid and I can barely keep it together.
I don’t even know why I’m posting. Just somewhere to let out my fears I suppose.
Thanks for listening.