Feeling sad and worried, support please?

[Hope18]

So we found out our BFP Thursday when AF didn’t come.. however I’ve been spotting brown discharge when I wipe since Tuesday ( I just thought AF was on her way) the spotting was on and off throughout the days. Friday there’s was nothing and today there has been nothing all day until this evening I’ve wiped and there was more brown discharge Which has continued over the evening and turned slightly pink.
I think I’m around 4weeks last AF was 1/1/18 so probably 2 weeks ish since ovulation..?
We MC in November 2017 which during that everything was fine until I had a fish of bright red blood one evening. So scared this is going to happen again, just really need some support if anybody has any? X

@Hope18 Not to long to wait now.. just hoping to see a little heart beat this this 🤞🏼 how are you getting on? X

@bean22 I’m sure you will Hun!!
Not long to wait now..
I’ve been doing good this week haven’t had any spotting at all this week it ended on sunday morning so I’m not sure what it was all about. I’m going to take another test tomorrow morning just to double check what it says.. x

@Hope18 I've also been having brown and pink spotting I'm about 7 weeks (since 14 Dec when last af began) I went to epu last Thursday they said I was measuring under 5 and due to being early on unable to see embryo so I had to go back in 2 weeks. They didn't give me an answer as it was inconclusive. I have it on and off now, no pains just the odd cramps and twinges but nothing unbearable and no heavy bleeding! I did a clear blue last week said 2-3 and one this week said 3 weeks plus so I assume baby is growing! I hope everything's okay I know so many people have spotting in early pregnancy so fingers crossed for us 💞

I had bleeding once and it was a miscarriage but I had bleeding all through my next pregnancy. There's a healthy 8 month old pulling my hair as we speak!!

So glad your bleeding has stopped.. I've had none since Friday night and still getting really strong positives! I love reading all the positive stories really gives hope 😊 as horrible as it is nice to know other women are going/been through the same situation

@MissSophieB397 hopefully 2 weeks passes quickly for you but I can imagine that it will feel like a lifetime, I’m on a two week wait for our 6 week internal but could be the same with us could get asked to come back at a later date.. I just hate not knowing it’s so heart wrenching !!
Defo tests progressing is a good sign I would say? FX🤞🏻Keep updating here!
@mintich that’s lovely to hear you have an 8 month old nice to hear a happy story
@bean22 it Defo is nice to know others are going through the same because it can be quite lonely and it just seems in your head that everybody else is having perfect pregnancies !
Let’s keep this thread going, each night gives me more hope ! X

Just checking in again, @MissSophieB397 and @bean22 how’s the week been?☺️

I went for a scan yesterday and the baby had a heart beat! Only 6 weeks so only a little splodge

I did add a photo of the scan but it won't upload!

Sadly baby stopped growing at some point last week and no heart beat was found 😭Going in for medical management on Sunday. I really do wish you both the best and hope you go on to have happy and healthy babies. Hopefully we will be 3rd time lucky in the near future 😊

@MissSophieB397 that’s great news, so pleased you got to hear a heartbeat! Did you click the paper clip to upload?

@bean22 I am so sorry for your loss.. 😭 that’s really hard to hear Hun.. i was thinking about you this week. 😔 I hope you and your partner are getting all the support you need and deserve, it’s such a hard time to go through.. and I wish you a healthy 3rd time round it will be the very near future, positive thinking Hun💖💖 if you need to talk we’re still here xxx

@Hope18 I have tried but I think I've uploaded a few times this week maybe you only get so many times a week? But it was so lovely I still feel worried as I never got an answer to my spotting but if babies okay that's all I care about. Just hope it sticks. 😊

@bean22 so sorry for your loss 💞

I’m sure it will stick ! When’s your 12 week one @SophieB397 ?

Hey @Hope18 just wanted to see how you and your little bean are doing? Xx

Hey @bean22 we had an early scan yesterday and our little bit of hope has implanted well and they found a strong heartbeat! We’re 7w today. Still nervous about it all even though all is well so far but trying to enjoy our lovely news at the same time !

How are you? How did medical management go? I hope your still feeling positive Hun.. x

@missSophieB397 how are you?? x

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@Hope18 oh that's so lovely to hear 😊 really chuffed for you your nearly in the safe zone 😊 unfortunately medical management didn't work but started to naturally miscarry late last week so just looking at it as a fresh start just hoping it doesn't take as long to fall pregnant again next time round 🤞🏼x

I had spotting up to 10 weeks pregnant and it came round about when my cycles were due so if I wasn't ttc and testing monthly I could have well though I was still having very light periods! If you're worried try to make an early midwife appointment and mention that you've miscarried before and want some early checks. Maybe try to find the phone number directly instead of through the GP because they can be rubbish. Children's centres often host the community midwives or have sessions where you could catch them and make an appointment!

@bean22
That’s the best way of thinking Hun, your next pregnancy will have a fresh lining and you stand just as much chance as what anybody else does In this difficult game!💖 sending you all the luck in the world..
Do you track AF etc? I had an app called Ovia when ttc I found it helpful
I hope your feeling ok now after last weeks hard times Hun and I hope you had lots of support.
Will you try again straight away or? I had 2 AF after MC and tried again then x

@Hope18 will deffo look at downloading that then! Hoping to start trying straight away so anything that can help would be great 😊 I wish you all the best in your journey and to have a healthy little Rainbow at the end of it x